Fear of Alternate Realities

Misty eyes shocked have no patience for tears

Faded in own world illusion

Interrupted steps cast outside fears

A sudden stop fails peace, bringing only intrusion

 

These moments dissolve all learned dishonesty

Unforeseen attack, awakens past life flashback

Invited into a brutal world, for unrequited honesty

A vision of death makes existence backtrack

 

Disruption invades and increases as a water droplet

A spectral invasion disturbs your beliefs

Beneath your amazement a shadow covets

Similar to the reasoning of a thief’s

 

Blind eyes are no form of solution

Amplified senses connect all realities

To walk unaware can lead to soul execution

Remembering each day ends with fatalities

 

Many moments where the world finds no speech  

Troubled Soul forever seeking

To see what you have missed for most of your life

I witness beauty and thank fate for being so kind

A cycle of loving thoughts enter the mind

Though I often feel scared

With worries and fear

I thank someone that you are here

My heart reaches out often confusion comes from the mouth

Though we never met we have our special dance

Entranced by the energy that realised my inner glow

Surprised by my words often truly felt

When you feel near the earth falls from under

I wonder about

Dismayed without you I long to touch you

Others may try to steal you away

I know my sweet that I shall have my day

The world will stop the heavens be open

I have waited so long with such devotion

Awaiting the hour when we both see the same stars

A perfect moment

Feel our pleasure

Let us float to sky and yonder on high

As a bird feels free when we meet you can unravel me

With patience

With my usual fear

I await you dear

Conditioned

Like demons cast out of souls we are scattered into

the night left with are own misfortune

No longer can we behold

The fortitude of existence mystifies indefinitely

Seeking solitude in body when the truth is spirit

Captured by the physical

The mind justifies this terrain

Higher planes obstructed by a new day

We plan to increase constriction

Narrowing our thought

Pure magic is from where we came

Chaos circle rides to take us back

We create war when our conditioning needs to be attacked

Suicide

I live my life in yesterday

The torment brings tomorrow

My sorrow plays a melody

Why I cry

Walk by the river I want to die

Sigh because I am weary

Can anyone hear me

I flee to a new world

A dream a galaxy

It relaxes me and taxes me

What a price to pay

My astral body floats in the bay

My spirit I can’t hear it

What have I done

Life is hard when you mentally die young